I struggle to find any words to explain how much I miss you, I dont think I will ever be able to describe the feeling of pain on that day when u left us! It is virtually impossible to try and make people understand why you meant so much to me, and to be honest I dont want to make people understand. I just say I love you and now I miss you..... If they dont get that then I dont care to me it is very simple!
I sometimes feel very selfish for missing you the amount i do, you have three children who must be in so much pain without you and I cant even imagine how much they are hurting without you by there side! I just hope they feel great comfort knowing they were the reason you had that beautiful smile on your face for so many years! I joined a group on facebook the other day called "the world is a scary place without Michael Jackson in it" and do you know what it is so true! The world without you in it is just wrong, we need you! I need you! I sometimes tell myself your happy now, you are free from pain and are at peace, but what sometimes makes me angry is you should have had that hear on earth, you should not have had to of left us to have got that peace! Its not fair, I hope in some way where ever you are right now know how much I love and miss you!! I dont think the pain will ever go away! I really truly hope you are happy Michael and I hope to see you again!! :(
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